Revitalize funds and facilitate the undertaking in artistic culture
Gallop at all speed and produce the works
December 16, 1989
Good morning
You are free
A Dedicated Life
Tragedy of Okinawa
Compared with in Chuzhou, Tokyo
Even a tragedy of Hokkaido
Really have so many
Quantity ¡­
That is to say
So-called tragedy
A bit fewer one is good
Have really gone to Okinawa soon clearly
In the middle of the city
There are US-built iron wires
Impassable
That is in the invisible scenery in Japan
Can see in a lot of places
It is the place where one is very small
However, for example we are here Write the novel
While writing the theme
Tragedy of Okinawa
So great
I want to ask such a question
What write is here
Tragedy of the reduction of Okinawa
You can say to your children
Such as
True tragedy
Want to control
And want to save oneself
Want to reduce the tragedy
But the good words wanted to write
How to say
There is one tragedy
Why not write one
Only a thing
Everybody is staring at like this if I saw
Even I will be nervous
It is really trouble
Serious
Traveling circus
The regimental commander likes me
Uncle here
Want to play the role of a big role
The market wants to play the role of the big role in Sichuan
The role's name calls the city Sichuan too
Grandfather. City Sichuan is getting large
I want to be a famous actor of Sichuan of a city this time
I really want to perform very much
Discovery
The ones that make up and melt are good
It is good
How
Extremely noisy
At the beginning
I have given a start
Because has not paved the stage of the floor this time
Members decide
Calling it, Mitsui is in
Itoh and early life
The labor contractor bores entering it in the trousers
However, Itoh and early life
Have in fact just buried the head
He is a very active appearance
I think it is very clear
Movements of the waist
This kind of expression
The unexpected one lets us look forward to to some extent
Oneself is in this line too
As women
But I can make everybody glad
Feel whole body is comfortable
This kind of method
Unusual thing not known by oneself
Comprehended by oneself
I think it is very peculiar
Because peculiar, just feel very good
Have mixed
Cheers
Thanks
Thank you very much for
New Year of 1990
Zhu BanGu
Health
There is the brightest future
Cheers ¡­
Congratulations
Thanks
Writer clay and valley are grand and high
I want to establish a troupe this time
I am serious
Don't joke
I have props
Have ¡­
I am collecting members
Troupe members are generally ten people
Ten people
I have thought of the name of a troupe
Person of the old man's family
Quite right, it is the old man's family at the beginning
The second is
Homeland to raise us
Briar in full bloom of now
I begin my career there
Then a lot of people will see
Troupe can and is developed
Certainly it is the most important that popular
It is a troupe flowing
Specially serve the old man's family
I want you to participate in very much
Ten has been left for a long time
I hope you must participate in
You participate in
You are the third person of the troupe
I am not so fine
You are the third person definitely
I had the final say
You needn't send some complaint
I am mother
I will not bully you
After all
Resist at the beginning
To losing strength resisted finally
Die finally
Whom I thought of and killed is the woman
Though the man of the one that kill
But actually a woman
Have such twinkling of an eye
As if joke
I am repelled
I will just say these words
It is not very good that we have performed till now
All tragedies
All killed
All
Unable to escape dying finally
We will change to some extent afterwards
This is very good
It is very good
If in this way, I will certainly join
It is the best to change to some extent
We try tentatively
Understand the person of me very much
It is the first time that appears
Understand me
Will produce the love
It is a very great encouragement to me
Perhaps it is conceited
Get to know such a person
It is very happy
Then
No matter marry you
In any case, you will be desperate
Even get married, you are desperate
Even not get married, you are desperate
Desperate, how
Like you
Exactly
You
Don't joke
Treat me as the fool
You are the thorough despair
It is always a dim appearance
However, teacher
You are not all right
Don't be like this
Have not studied
I always say so
You have just said anything
I knew study
Study is very good
I have not studied
If true study
Out of the common
The writer should have study of spirit
Study of spirit
Having listened to teacher, my understanding very much
Try
It is very not all right to only understand
You should prove it
I knew
It proves it that you use and take action
I have begun
Seem to be somewhat like the fool
Actually you were a fool
Quite right
Don't be angry
I will do
Everybody is the fool
To telling the truth finally
Can not tell a lie at all
In this way people will just follow
You shut up
Don't be mischievous
Two
You are not all right
You are nothing
Can't say it is not all right
You should stop before going too far
Get out quickly
Please go out
You should have a little sense of propriety
Don't speak again
You should really be sensible
This is not a temporary problem
I will not talk about you
This is the last time
This is not a temporary problem
Please go
So as not to make me angry
Should pay attention to your own words and deeds
Get out
Ask you to go out
Go out quickly
You say anything
Go out quickly
Go out
Wait a moment
You say anything
The expression in your eyes is deep
Pure no matter
Stare at the height
Staring at the height very specially
Fight for a certain lofty purpose
It is a kind of very serious look
Serious look
Let people think very much
Feel a pain very much in we patients' mood
How today
Ache a bit today
Ache very much
Mitsuharu Inoue was done in August of 1989 Operation of s sub colon cancer
The ones that worry about are most
The situations of two days after the operation
You have present health Whether the same with the operation
Whether the condition becomes serious
Want to check
What kind of symptom will appear after the operation
You have not appeared yet temporarily
I think too
As you live in the difference of the environment, Will appear once in a while
If cure
Need thorough inspection
Only in this way
Oh, I see
Have not found yet at present Something
Do not have temporarily
Mitsuharu Inoue is doing the chronicle of your life
I was born in Lvshun of China
Big 15 years (1926)May 15 Born in the People's Republic of China (old Manzhou) Lvshun
Here May 15, 1926
I am 63 years old now
My father
In Iwan nearby
Make pottery
It was old-fashioned pottery that was made
Meet the incident, run away to China
Then the large and hotel in China
Go to carve the wall of that hotel
Use and make ceramic method
Make out the wall
Do not know that works or plays there
Fall in love with each other with a woman, bear me
My father is very potent
There, do not know whether it is true or not
Have no idea
Missing finally
My mother dislikes and avoid him
Marry another man
Father. Male mother of snow. Filial son, Father is a potter of superb skills
In order to interpret a dream, drift in Manzhou, Break off news finally
Grow and leave with mother at the age of four
My father is missing
Mother marries another man
Have no idea
Clear and 7 years old in 8 years (1933), With grandmother, the younger sister comes back home together, Live in Sasebo of long fork county
However, no one sends money
There is an open-air market in homeland
Rent the next angle there
The grandmother sells the porcelain there
I always go there, see the shop
Grandmother is on the open-air market on the bank of the river Sell the porcelain, three people support the family with an effort
But reach the end
It is unable to make a living
Have gone to the fork family
Family's colliery of the fork
Take the cars of two hours
Get to the rugged collieries
Clear and 12 years old in 13 years (1938), It is very poor to live, move to the rugged family The colliery, grandmother works in the dormitory
My grandmother works there
My grandmother is single and diligent
Build the abundant person (Do the stone and mountain)
Thanks, all right
Thank you very much for
Written in this way on the book
Digging here, there is here that is dug
Dig here finally
Then
If explode
Words that and then ignited
Will destroy within 1 kilometer
So, are storing the coal storehouse
Every 3, 50 meters
Must make a door
If cause danger here
Will not get to other places critically either
In the twinkling of an eye when here ignite
Will destroy but here
Here is very important
Here is unsafe
For example
Words causing danger
If get and help, Can also escape
But before escaping, must close here
So here is the most important place
For our existence
Must close here
This is a key
This is unavoidable
It was still death that feared most
I have ever seen
In such a thick door
Stinging the nail
Someone wanted to open
Really have no idea
The nail is tied tight into
Then
A lot of people will die
Not long after the accident happens
Person dying will become a ghost
It is what we should think to draw ghosts
Wife that for example careless
Die
Your husband will be very sad
Then
What the wife wanted to say most is
Do not want the agony, die best rapidly
It makes people comfortable most to die rapidly
Here, once in a while, parents
Knew at that time
Buried in the colliery, will die
Hope to die quickly
It is good to receive less the bitter one before death
My grandmother has made an appointment
Make an appointment, just like look for a dentist
It is a grass too on Friday
It is loose one on Wednesday
Make an appointment
You are very busy now
Come again on Friday
It is in order
I know ¡­
Call me the wife's name
You will call the husband's name
Escape quickly
My at that time extraordinary intension
Thought that would die soon by oneself
In a word want to die as soon as possible
Do not think of the agony
A thing can be fixed
Parents have all been till now Ones that make great efforts to live
You should solve such a thing by oneself
This is natural
It is very good
Become popular soon
Other things of having a lot of
Said just now
My grandmother wants to obtain and make an appointment
One day, a Korean has come
Write Korean in my book
I am after Koreans come
Study the Korean
But if master The talking about of Korean is good too
Will only say a language of a few words
Someone does not know
He will be very angry to go away
Health that I will be afraid shivers
I thought I have messed up the thing
Not very wonderful
The grandmother has obtained and made an appointment
Not to Friday yet
Put down the heart
To giving up finally
But bad like this
Observe etiquette
Think about it
A little dangerous
I am a little dangerous in others' eyes
Let the other side feel happy a bit
But a fictitious one is
Koreans have come
The fictitious foundation is the reality
Reality ¡­
How to deal with desire sum Realistic relation
That is the most difficult
That is a skill of a novel
The most basic one is the realism
I think this words are a little unpleasant
A person over 80 years old
Experience the lying between value surviving
Life that can be glad
Thank to Mr.
Thank you very much for
I did not see you in the past
You are just like my parents now
I myself agree too
You while as a child, right away very beautiful ears have
My mother says me in this way
Inoue approved from the beginning
Say my ears are beautiful
Then I think he is the good person
This is said to people first time by me
I did not have a chat with people in the past
Have not said to people
He says to me my ears are beautiful
Oh, I see
He approves I am beautiful
Become a shining point of old age of mine
Actually felt very boring oneself
Do not have strong point oneself
No matter the one that do anything and can't do is very good
A a bundle of negatives woman
However, Inoue teacher
The clear one has been caught
My specialty and beautiful
And show in front of everybody
Make me self-confident to oneself
Did you had something that say
Saying alone on me
It is very good like this
It is very good
It is too good
Build the song of the abundant institute for training (Mitsuharu Inoue. Write words)
Here is the citizen in the wilderness hall
Far He Sichuan of the setting sun of red, The friend goes to Tian Chuan's hand-pulled noodles shop
Shortage sum of imagination Pain of the chest
Excavate diligently with the iron pick
The professor is a very good person
I do not so think well
Think that has just heard
Please read once
The west village is like what we know
Not a careless person
Then why can the thing turn into like this
I think so
Feel it is the same to be despised
The literary style of the novel is very difficult
This is the key to writing the novel
This is that people will generally think
I have thought a lot too
But think after thinking this is of no use
So true, OK
While thinking in this way
Can begin after arriving While writing the novel
The very fast one is finished writing
If very fast
Others can see
Like a lot of respects of his
Have seen till now The best of people
Have adventurous spirits, Makings of young people
I thought I am old man
The most important man in my life
Really
The birth and old age, sickness and death is the people's destiny
It is uneasy that it is unnecessary to have, Lonely, worried
Help each other, live on
The ones that let old age pass are flamboyant
This is a writer Inoue teacher
How are you
Relation with high well
The tenth I have created before counting annually Literature reward
In Nagasaki
Have with Hokkaido
I the first student
My disciple
When he is angry
That kind of feeling, Have man's flavor very much
Having glamour very much
His voice is fine
His voice is very sexy
When hear in the telephone
His skin is beautiful
More delicate
It is said you have a daughter
That is not true
Do not really have
Do not you want a daughter
Perhaps a lot of people think so
I, in the childhood
Hope for oneself mother very much
Extraordinary aspiration
At the boyhood
Still young boyhood
Obsessing with the novel very much
For example separate edition
A sad child
Just as the feeling should cry for
Named and cried for the woman
In the corridor
While passing each other
Will have a look
The ones that do not take notice of very much seeing
I am such a person
His extraordinary cordiality
There are few persons like him
As a woman
Regard oneself as a woman
No matter 70 or 60 years old
No matter 50 or 40 years old
A girl forgetting with the magic
Remember again
Reality is difficult to pass
The man has not said that love oneself
Such a woman is The extraordinary one is not as one wishes
He is a very good person
Select three in ten
It is 30%
Quite right, it is 30%
It is as baseball
30%
Really
In a word there will be a person
This is a very important thing
Choose one
But can't choose
If the woman's words will be better
Her singing that have never expected So pleasant
I am praising her
Usually there should be the one that remedy
But hers is complete Needn't remedy
He is such a person
Anyway should live
Right happiness some
Spend each day
A lot of people live in this way
Enjoy every day
It is certainly so
Whether do not suit a bit
A little severe
Can instruct in words
That is my inherent problem eventually
It is my private problem
Can be said
Can't say here
Just as you said just now
It is a one with very great relation to follow this
Quite right
I think it is like this too
It is the life after all Way with
All think each other in this way
The teacher is such mood too
I can't forgive at that time
I am a woman too after all
My eternal husband in the heart
Ones that should not come out
These words
It is not very good
It is forever forever
I only think of me alive yet
The clan liberates the literature award and chooses the meeting
Wild one is great. Mitsuharu Inoue Serve as and choose a committee member all the year round
Writer wild one is great
Writer earthwork iron
Go wild and very rugged
All right
Yes
It is very long that time tows
If the era in the future
Words that totally changed
This is very outstanding
Have all damaged
January 2, 1991 Because the death of cancer of the esophagus
Two are the works of excellence
Feel how is it
Attacked yesterday
I am joking
Joke
It is a blow of the spirit
Because such a blow
Will destroy all schedules of mine
Everything is useless
You are very clear
Mitsuharu Inoue please enter ward six
How do you do
Sit down, please
You have something to change
I have no change
There is mood ¡­
This is struck after the operation
Before this is
See what changes there are
I prescribe some medicines for you
I want to ask you a thing
So turn into, others are rescued
Discover, managed at once
Possibility will be a bit greater soon
Now possibility little a lot just
Yes
Go to bring water
Drink a glass of wine first
How long can not in hospital live either
Can live for a period of time too not in hospital
Do some jobs of supporting the family
I'm afraid I am up to dying
I am a little abnormal when speaking today
I think in this way now
People can not fight the dead one definitely
Looking at your own life
Keep thinking today
Who will come
I injected a lot of bottles of liquid medicine today
Can survive today
Do not want to conceal such a thing
I know your own idea very much
I do not think I will give oneself up as hopeless
If free
Also want to write a separate edition
Because like this
If make the operation
The liver may not be stood
Only need one works
So long as the words that could work
Your situation
Do the operation, can cure wounded
Half a possibility like this
The cancer cell that remains will grow
So
Such is the case
The cancer cell is originally in the liver
I wonder how much degree can be controlled
The cancer cell becomes little gradually
But it has already been transferred to other places
That is to say you know
Your situation, there is enough one Possibility curing
Needn't be too anxious
Extremely important thing
There is no danger
I don't think that have
I think for one day in future, Can also drink again
If totally cure
It is out of question
Have known
Talk according to the doctor
Do the operation
Adopt the best handling
Please
Today, I agree to do the operation
Carry on the operation today
Cheers
It would be better if the operation succeeded
Have a few days
You drank yesterday
I have not drunk
You can not give up
The cancer cell that remains should remove
Totally disappear
The doctor says in this way
So even the condition is steady It is of no use too
It is successful to perform the operation
Can be alive a bit longer
How long to live
Can not be alive for evermore
It is good that the disease is certainly cured
Have two years
It is very long
Have two years on the whole
There is no method
It is alive and long
One month is alive and long too
Can only think so
Go to bring that thing
I am sorry
It is here
Quite right, it is here
The items in everyday use are put here
Please put here
From spring to autumn
Seem to suffer from the measles
Have loved Inoue
It is physical and mental
The teacher likes me very much too
Have given my works complete works
That is what I want
Then
The publisher sends up
Inoue pieces of talented writer very
Since the inspiration, the works, on continually
Admirable
According to your own hope
Give to me
There are 14 books in all
My extraordinary gratitude
Extraordinary crowdedness of Tokyo
Sit down, please
How do you do
You seem to have good complexion
Writer Hear quietly in the family
I have accepted
This was sent off by a president
A woman
I can't accept
This was sent off by a woman
In this way, can accept
You take back and see
This can accept
Have
Put here
Whom it hang up being kind
Yes, how get
It is very beautiful that the word is written
It is very beautiful
Beautiful
Look, son in spring
What happened to this, put in
So careful, OK
It's nothing
In this way
Beautiful
Cover one to print
Do not have
This wants to give to your wife
I will take back
Will feed it to her
This is the local and special products in Kyoto
This room is very hot
It is very hot
There is no air conditioning here
Have not put
It puts to be to put
There is no result, restrain oneself
It is useless
Have a period of time once in a while
It is very hot today
Compared with when you enter here
The face should be much better
Glowing with health and fat
I have not hung the bit
You are really fat
Many meat on the face
Have not met for some time
Very clear
If meet every day
Do not know today you will visit a patient
Have not shaved
In order to usually meet personally you
I have heard too here
I listen to the doctor here
He knows too
It is said the situation is far from good
I am not knowing which way to go and having no measure to have a moment
I think the situation is very bad
The doctor says that can live and for a few years
If make the operation
Can be regarded as too annually in one year
2 was too
Want it hard
It is so great as to trouble to have nothing
Thanks
You can not go to the inside
Operation on July 23, 1990
Embrace him
Good morning
Needn't worry
Wear the face guard
Turn on the light
Everything is ready
Quite right
Turn on the light
How much is the blood pressure
It is low or high
The operation has lasted more than 8 hours, Take out the liver of 850 grams
So can be alive a bit for a long time
Have a meal how is it
My health can't eat
Have eaten, Mood is a bit better
Yes
Is the stomach uncomfortable
Do not have
Yes
Eat some nutritious things
Here does not ache
Will not present any situation recently
I think in this way too
Let me have a look
Stretch out the tongue
Everything is very good
You have a good rest today
Yes, thank you
Thank to you
You should nurse it
So busy, you still come specially
You should take care of
It seems that the operation is very smooth
This is more important than any other things
Thanks
In cancer, you are my teacher
Because you have experienced
Sit down, please
You will tell me in the future
Have drawn the seat a little more ago
You go through a lot
Remind me afterwards
OK, It's nothing
Your complexion seems good
Yes
Will perform the operation only in one days
Quite right
Thanks
Do not have tea
You have taken back
Have been drunk by us
Oh, have been drunk by us
There is no beer
I want nothing
Don't mind
Patient don't mind such a thing
Guests come
Not letting him drink
I feel sorry
You are a patient
Person not needing the service to greet
It was we that served you
You should enjoy the service
Right
Your energy is very good
You can go to the family
And then you will be not all right
Do not put the heart quietly
Drink at home
Quite right
You are very important
Feel oneself is very important
Quite right
The body is the revolutionary capital
Quite right
Know after seeing your own body
If have a bath
I have thought I am not all right
Whether will leave the scar in all your life
Worrying very much
The scar is very long
Wave with the wind
Quite right
I wrote too such a book in the past
It is a beautiful scar
You seem to have good spirit
There are any all right drinks
Can not drink
I think so too
Then I have gone back
Will you go
Thank very much indeed
You will want the health carefully in the future
I send you to go out
You mustn't stand up
Not
You yourself are a patient
Sending the person that salutes off becomes some decorum
Yes
You are a patient
I am a person who salute
Send to the lift mouth
No
Had better send to lift mouth
It is time that you begin to serve me here
Why you are a patient, serve others
You will make me uneasy like this
Meet again
You are serving me
I have known
You are not healthy
Don't serve someone else again
You should be like this
Send him to go out
From now
Don't send me off again
Extraordinary thanks
Thanks
Meet again
You should take care of
As a man
Mitsuharu Inoue
I think I am deep and is attracted by him
A certain moment
Perhaps not love by him
When there is such an illusion
For example
The extraordinary one is good at the honeyed words
Your photo when being young
Give to me
He will say these words
From the album
The ones that strike are very beautiful
Photo in school clothes
Take it in hands
While seeing Inoue next time
Think of for him to see
Want to give to him
I think in this way
While seeing Inoue next time
He said he would remember oneself Have said these words
Later recalled
Feel very sad
He has many other women
He says to me in this way
Don't regard me as the same thing
He says in this way
Then
Don't send a letter
Then will leave the evidence
There is this kind of feeling
As the man
Feel very willful
I have this kind of feeling
He says he is free
In fact
There are no the wife's words
Inoue that nothing is known
Just because has run into the wife
Could do a lot of things freely
I think in this way
For your kind consideration
Extraordinary thanks
Thanks
Have worked hard
Easy to drink
Flavor of having very much
Hurry up
This is taste in the dream
I have wanted to eat it once for a long time
I have not expected
The irrational one is eaten
Have lost food lying between value
Delicious
True
Different
Delicious
I put in the thermos
Very strong after eating
Move people
Quite right, move people
Delicious
Every passenger, thanks
Please remember that don't forget the things
How are you
your own destiny of people
A is the destiny of A
B is the destiny of B
C is the destiny of C
Everybody has oneself Position that is in
That person
Only that person can Destiny that experiences
Literature from
Position that oneself is in
At the beginning
Namely the position in oneself
Begin art, the thought
Express, literary style
Think, easy to understand
In your own heart
Less than oneself pleasant to the eye of reality
There is reality that can be seen too
Have in your own heart Another oneself
Their relation
It is newer every day
Story that should be just written out
Can be said to be the story that is figured out
But we
Change the environment
Must change to some extent
Compared with this, in your own heart
Find another oneself
Another oneself
Oneself and another oneself
There is one
Must find the third oneself
Don't find
Have not changed
If don't change, will destroy
The relation is
If don't change, will twist
Will destroy
Then produce the new relation
Thanks
Everybody wants to take Inoue as role model
If will catch the cancer in the future
It is desperate that do not need either
If know the friend catches the cancer
Let him listen to today
Say to him it is no matter
These words
I want to remember some each person
Family not good of the relation
Change relation that please be diligent
Do not know madam changing
Today, under the convincing by patient analysis of Inoue
You must understand
Ask you to applaud
Have worked hard
Thanks
The paper one growing
Writing down to this teenager
Look
It is a record which gives birth to the teenager of one of paper
The paper one grows this teenager
Sixth grade primary school students
The theme is
Sixth grade primary school man
To the woman over 35
Rape
Have raped the incident and already happened
Two murders of raping have taken place
But that teenager
Have not been arrested yet
It is this teenager's story
Perhaps can kill
Can rape
Become the question
In the society of Japan
It is a theme of the rare form
Person who writes book
Do not know whether will die
It is still a bit gentler to others
To personages coming on stage
That teenager's easy quilt is broken and guilty
Because he is teenage
Sasebo Mitsuharu Inoue is spent The streets of early childhood and bloom of life
Have not been injured till now
There is not once
It is true
You have not been injured once
Because time has already been over
Give to me
Is it possible to give to me
Have known
Who it is
From Tokyo
Every paper
Don't get it wrong
Here you are
It is the most important in people's life
Have the time of ten years
Freedom is what people expect
So my novel
I said just now
Have read the bold life that I write
Everybody will understand
The protagonist is over 65
No matter man or woman
One of them protagonist
Go to the department store of the area
What is done do you think
An old lady
Go to buy the scissors
Then
The beautiful pattern is being decorated
On the clothes
Change the clothes
There is such a company
Someone wears such clothes
Can be said and commit crime in that
But
Wear the kimono
That
Have known for being good
I think in this way
It is good
your own husband died as soon as possible
Oneself is 60 years old
65 years old
That had is 70 years old even more
Do not fall in love, OK
I wants to do everything
No matter where
Not human relations does not matter either, though do
However, should know what oneself is doing
Especially women
I am not a difference theorist
There is such a person
And his best friend
This close friend is a bad person
Will say to others at once
Always say
How is one somebody
Say some boring things
Regard it as and does not know just
Method that then, do things
Very big with
With people with
With condition with
The condition is very fierce
It is not the bad thing to be older
So long as people are good
Just as I said at the beginning
Change the world and your own relation
The thing wanted to do does not hesitate to do
Really, the thing wanted to do does not hesitate to do
Such a talent's real work
Have played
Song of hearing Inoue unseen for ages
We feel very glad
Will not know in the year after next what hear yet gets
I can only live for two years
Next year and the year after next
You can sing next year
This whiskey is very easy to drink
Why
It is not serious enough to dislike my cancer
A cancer that call my regeneration
Not just
I have this kind of feeling
The cancer, for anyone All have no way out
You are from keeping speaking carelessly just now
Only Nagasaki
Send postcards to me
I die you correctly Whether there is anything different
What are you saying on earth
After several months
Inoue teacher will not die
At that time
Say I can only live for three years
I have collapsed quickly
Say I can only live for three years
Uncertainly in four years
Can be alive in three years
The doctor says to me in this way
The teacher can live for three years at least
Must in these three years Ones that have an opportunity to cure
This kind of lines
Do not exist in reality
For example, I go to some place
Go to a place to have no person to know me
Such words can not be spoken
So don't say so
Let people feel that fear
Someone gave fax to me today
It so happened there is still time
The fax is just there
It is from Tokyo
It is some topics
Images of a group of characters
It is after New Year
I think everybody looks down upon me
Thought I was dying
Then I become eager to excel in whatever one does
Apparent to you and eager to excel in whatever one does
Go back alone finally
Go to the hotel
At that time
It is my the most lonely time
I am lonely
Teacher loneliness further
My figure which is looking at him many times
Later had stayed with everybody for one day
The teacher lives in front of the station Urban hotel
I do not know what name it is
I live in another place
But why does it know
I say good-bye to teacher finally
Suddenly deepened at night
Any people does not have
The teacher is alone there
Really think that has him only alone in the street
He asks me to take the bag
When he says to me
Appearance stopping and turning round
Have thought as if invited
He wants to talk to people
He does not want to spend the night alone
Really say nothing
That kind of atmosphere that we can say
Let people feel inconceivable
I say now It is inconceivable
The first month of the lunar year of 1991
Wish Inoue teacher good health
I want it hard
Everybody made us new Make great efforts to fight in one year
Cheers ¡­
My life will not be for a long time this year
I do not want to stay here
Get back to the native place
Come to the heavy head there
Like now
People not who know what is thinking
Get together
At that time, Seem to celebrate a festival
Do for three or four days
I think that there is not meaning
My spiritual state
Relation with you yourself
I really think in this way
So, in any case
I can be cast aside you in the capital
Please go back
That person says so
From the beginning anyway Ones that are destined to fail
Please reconsider
I correctly that such you all the time are cordial
My happiness which feel extraordinary
When people always have departure
Please think
It is very kind that can know you
But we have nothing OK
I have the right to live on alone
Everybody's life is the same
You can also live for a lot of years
Don't idle away your time
How do you do
Please put here
I do not need the chair cushion
Then you can take away
You take off the overcoat
It is very good
We want to face the things happened straightly
Not solved now More troublesome in the future
Life is painful
Half grown in exercise
To life, entertain the distrust
What is more
There are some positive questions
Talk about the exercise to grow
A group of persons very concerned about
Nobody does such a thing
Serious
Because there are institutes for training
A lot of people have spent time there
I think of the things written to lose
A lost energy
Give to the person learning and passing on one
Perhaps a few people will succeed
This does not know
Learn and pass on and give birth to this kind of people
There is future that is worth expecting
Can not force them
It is a lot of how much can be done
Only need have hearts
However, really someone Have killed time here
But someone has learnt a lot
Someone hates here
So, for example
You are thinking of the marriage question
Even like this
But the money is a question
He was born richly and powerfully
Have lived for more than thirty or forty years old
At last
Step important step in life
At that time
He comes to like me
How should you think
An answer that call everyone
I was here at that time
His students
Have met the social concern
Not be in the mood for having a class
As to me
Inoue teacher's sentence is just like imperial edict
Want to follow him
Then
He asks me to go to the park with him
The ones that want such every one of picture enclosing
These three are now
All these are relevant
This is your history
It is the past of yours
So
Let people feel lonely
It is for living on And the vigor produced
I think in this way
I am believing a teacher
Your complexion is much better
Yes
Is it inject the liquid medicine to thank to
Quite right
Your face is very good
Because has just injected the liquid medicine
You said yesterday
The liquid medicine has no function
You said in this way yesterday
Because has caught a cold
Quite right
I feel very good
Have seen and thought in this way
It is not like this
It is not all right like this
It is not all right to be so natural
On the plane taken while going back
Teach me card to tell your fortune
Say you all
You have now Everything should be given up
Ones that should obey and tell your fortune to calculate
After I go back
Have passed for several months
Have given up to the past pursuit
So in this kind of meaning
In very good opportunity
Meet a Inoue teacher by chance
Teach me poker, I do not know that there is any meaning
I thought I changed from then on in my life
I feel very gratifying and congratulatory
I want to express gratitude to him for this
As the novelist's intuition
It is different in conformity with people too to divine
Look for the convincing one Expression way
Everybody feel that feels a great interest in
While playing poker
Have it while performing a task perfunctorily too
While courting girls
To playing poker finally
Want to let you become my new girl friend
Feel jaunty oneself
I often see such him
You mustn't take off my bottom
I think in this way
And then have an injection
Here
From here
Works of 70 pages of Toya thorough swallows
The topic is luring
The author's original words
I have read four pages to think Very interested
He is very outstanding
To put it briefly, exactly very unitarily
The ones that are nothing but some figures are piled up
Just arrange according to the order
The man collapses at the end
The man has lost glamour
Just because there is no glamour Will just like this woman
So
That is to say that likes sum Woman of your own same level
Men are all like this
The man is with your own level
Like women
If to put it briefly
It is not the original work
That is a difficult expression way
Easy to you
Plant the exaggerative expression way
The ones that are said are not so worth a pin
There is one kind of feelings in the past
I do not know when Toya writes Whether it is worried
Details
According to result
The author's heart
Seem to have no way out
This runs counter to desire a bit
It is a magnum opus that has fairy air and interesting
Will not see and detest
It is only so too
Study again
This is natural
My liver aches
The liver includes a lot of things
It is the important organ of the human body
It is true
Really expanding
It is true
There is a nipple
Have nipples
I am who has a nipple
Face which is looking at him not moved at all
Want to see through his heart
That is still ¡­
Ones that have no way out
Let people feel flurried
I am risking your life
The chest has ached a bit recently
I have said in this way
Have had a look at oneself
And then see others
My envying very much
In this kind of meaning
I am disappointed in oneself
Come to me on purpose
This lets me feel very unhappy
I myself feel constrained
Can't fall asleep in the evening
Very painful
Think oneself is the fool
Want to flee from there in any case
There has been such a painful moment
Produce such envying
I do not think other people are
I want to write the novel very much
Think oneself is just like It is the same to break up
Have energy
I like
Quite right
Where am I who likes him from?
Here is the sunlight
There is sunlight
Here is the moonlight
It is the moonlight
I am here
Rugged family of origin of Inoue literature
People in this area all dig the colliery
There are brands there
The sunlight is here
Shine the earth
Make everything grow
This is a local characteristic
Side by side
It is a natural landscape painting
Girls
Sit below like this
When the man passes them at your side
Very good looking when saying
The ones that sneer smile by them
Then go away
They are all some beautiful women
Wear the Korean clothing
The silk ribbon is being formed
Dance lightly there
It is very good looking
The coal can be used for exchanging money
It is the salary
Here is a very important place
Shunt out
There are 14 places in all
Come down from the mountain upper reaches
Will pay out wages tomorrow
You can go to play everywhere if you are rich
Wind one circle here
And then get back to here
Only think about it
Have a dramatic one too
Have dramatic islands
There is nothing here
There is not a trolley till now
Wonder when to get
Just there is a trolley that passes through
In this island
There are many persons working hard
Let this island become richly endowed
Young girl of first love
I have not studied in the middle school
After grade six of primary school
It is the school going to Nagasaki
Go to the middle school
Person who can't go to the middle school
Go here
I have stayed for more than one year here
Beautiful young girl crane Cui of first love take the place of
What Cui He took the place of is a Japanese name
Extremely liking this person
She graduated in Kyoto
Rise up into the middle schools treated now
Very diligent study
This person works in Nagano
She says in this way
I am when she goes to Nagano
I have stayed for one year in Kyoto
In grade one of middle school
I have dropped out of school Osaka
Meanwhile, she left too
So the salary talked about just now
Day paying out wages on the 15th
I am present too
It is present too to see her
Missing your thing
I know you are missing me too
I go to Osaka
Go to the school
On night shift
Have gone to Osaka
Know that assays testing
I accept and test first
Accept and test in Osaka
It is the same
My grandmother is here
I go back first
Work here first
Want to accept and assay testing
Then I go back
After going back
As what I said just now
Day accepting and assaying
There are some professional problems
One days before ones that have an examination
Go over together
All of us wear the Korean clothes
It is ready to go to participate in the examination
Will go to play by oneself tomorrow
On the first day of solar calendar
I have given a start
Then the next day
Get the salary
I have given to the grandmother
Thank her for her love and care
Then I go back
Certainly I do not go to play
I have lessons
About 30 years old of prostitutes appear
I have no money now
How much money do you have
She asks me
I stretch hands to import bag
Take all the things inside out
Have no money
Somewhat like just sleeping with the woman
Then from here
I resume the former state again
Not very interested in women
My woman is seized by another man
Then, I stand up
I am so true as to sleep with the woman
I am not still very clear till now
In a word, I stand up
Just as I have just said
Room on the second floor
There are prostitutes
Cry after seeing me
I see later
She is just among those people
She is facing toward me and laugh
Extraordinary brilliance of smiling
I just slept with her
Have passed for one year
We are such a relation
Grandmother's relative
Who is the person that came at that time
Mituhara sum?
My family
Family My parents and younger sister
Four people
You come on this island
Your father works here at once
According to the chronicle of your life, the missing one My father is in rugged households of life
Father is fascinated by dreamland, Roam Manzhou, loses the trace quickly (Mitsuharu Inoue is doing the chronicle of your life)
Another prefecture of the west of Nagasaki county
Go to the shop ahead
Kiss younger sister ridge go to the field crane son
Look for the snow
Come to the old man's home
Quite right, it is the old man's family
There is the office
There is that job
Have just changed a signboard
Safety first of the colliery
Father Inoue snow is grand
Broadcast on June 3, 1990 Nhk. TV comes from Inoue only grand news
Then when going to China I
The mail is sent here by the ship every day on the island
There will be my letters in two or three days
Achievement of me fine
The teacher of the school asks me
Which middle school do you go
It is said that I stuck out your chest
Go to so-and-so middle school
The teacher says you should go Go to the middle school of Nagasaki
The ones that will certainly do in the test having
I make great efforts very much to take an examination
But not admitted to finally
My daddy says
Will forgive me
Doing things in the way of my father Sometimes exceed all expectations
But I think he is till now Can't forgive me
Tone that I speak from him
Know your own son
Go to the middle school
But he has forgotten this
So I have not gone in the middle school finally
The peer of primary school of times of Sasebo is grown
Go to the examination meeting-place of the middle school of Sasebo
See him here too
In the chronicle of your life
Inoue middle school fails in the exam
That is not true
Rugged coals job The peer of primary school is grown
Inoue is not admitted to the middle school
I listen to people saying in this way
In a word, he has failed in an entrance examination
Go with him in life that the grandmother is publishing
Thought he will commit suicide on the ship
So has been looking at him all the time
Probably have 40 minutes an hour
Up to seeing the bank
She said she would fear very much
Behind that
It is present grade one of middle school
Though went there
But has already studied in Sasebo
Just have he who is present
At that time he was very tired
It is just like neurasthenia
The junior college entered school and passed the examination Duke 16 years old (Citizen's department) Chinese (Chinese)
Arouse people's spirit
It is the work that I think
Rugged coals job The peer of primary school is grown
It is really too good
One that it sounds extraordinary Ironic
There is no such a thing
In the colliery
People gather
This is a truth
Can't do the bad thing
Live inside It is not simple
Even so
But he is still There are many good ideas
He is expert to do such a thing
Inoue is in Koreans' place
Have heard of losing oneself gradually
Do you know
I hear this words have been given a start too
It is said that bolts on the island
That is not true
I am Xiao Xiong
Xiao Xiong
A prostitute is very worried
Pour out your woes to me
You have not heard
Have not heard
Have not seen either
On the whole, One days before ones that have an examination
This is a realistic problem
This is not all right
Worked in Koreans' place
Young girl of the first love of Inoue
Named saituruyo
Come to family of Inoue
That is true
Do you know that person
I have heard
That person is one Person like model
A Korean woman
It is that the score is the best in the class
Worker of the company at that time There are many Koreans in the house
your own daughter has been invited Local pianist
But I do not know
I'm afraid that is that Inoue is fictitious
Absolute chronicle of your life
Complete chronicle of your life
Do not exist at my home
Such, why say
For example the disconnection here
Break too here
This is since 21 years old From summer to autumn
Time is since 21 years old From summer to autumn
How to say here
In this way
This whole curve
It is 21 years old from summer to autumn
It is our realistic existence state
The mankind can do a lot of things
It is here
This is a fact
This is a fact too
Here is a fact contacted
Here is a fact too
This is A
A+B+C
All these are the fact
This is fictitious
Why say so
Generally, all of us know The choice is suitable for your own one
However, the fact is
Here is a fact
This is a fact too
It is R +X
If here is oneself Fact wanted to change least
If fact that makes people shy once
Written as R +X does
R+X =
A+B+C
This equation
It is our life on the whole
But
Every capital is facts
We can't ignore this
Feel shy
Frequently people Will feel shy
However,
The same fact
Choose the same fact It is fictitious
Chosen by era
Can only be chosen by passage of time
That thought in this way is easy to understand
So we do not have complete chronicle of your life
Must choose to some extent
I am in Ministry of Education
Know that has got the cancer oneself
Accept various kinds of inspections now
It is here that the result checked wants Determine after seeing
Do the operation
Admitted to hospital recently, do the operation
After performing the operation
Will become a bit better
How on earth
I plan hard through to the end
Before checking two hours
Eat the good meal first
Does not that matter
Increase that the cancer cell will be constant
You needn't fear
This has no fault
Then exactly
These grey parts
It is a part that should pay attention to be grey
May spread nearby
Later should monitor the left part
This is very important
A main one
This one of the latter half on the left
So, there are a lot of quantity
Quite right
This is my personal view
If correct
Even do the operation, the ones that can be cured
It is very remote too to hope
Yes
So do the operation
I wonder whether can lengthen the life-span
Whether such a thing is correct
Some your difference
It is very difficult
I have been wanting to do the operation all the time
Determine finally
Have asked a doctor judges
Yes
If in this way, I settle down
It is known how to do
No longer want to do the operation, Choose the anticancer pharmaceutical to treat
It can be cured that it is not so simple
In fact I am not very anxious
There are no children, there is no worry
I am very suitable for work
The doctor has said that calls me hard
Don't want to die
Even so
Do not know at the beginning what is to be done
Wonder how to think
True, have said a lot to me
The 4th published the beauty of the homeland in 1954
Mitsuharu Inoue says he is mixing Blood of 1/4 of the Koreans
1/4 is his ancestors
Sasebo affairs chief of International Pen
1/4 is his grandparents' time
Inoue couple's matchmaker
After I hear
Hardly believe
If talk about
Among them there is secret born
We strangers do not know
It is a great mystery
This mystery is unable to untie
Mountain in large Sichuan of Saga county
Homeland burnt in Iwan
My grandfather's relative
Relative of home of Sichuan of the city
Big relative of home of Sichuan of the city
Whether do not know in Sichuan county of the city
I do not know either
Only know they have relations
I think more than 99% is different
I have never heard too such a thing
The large entering of Sichuan of grandfather's city does not exist
Someone is here
Bosom friend in grand old age of snow
Male grandmother saka of snow
On Oukoti mountain in the past
It is said that is better than people
I have heard of this
Color worker
I have listened to these words
Before finally
A lot of things have happened
Complicatedness with extraordinary relation
In love with somebody
It is not a formal love
Just an appointment
I listen to too such a thing
That was grown is that snow is grand
Quite right
Grandmother Ika mountain in large Sichuan in Iwan Become a color worker, grow with people in love The illegitimate child snow is grand
The woman does not have money that can live on too
Bosom friend of grand old age of snow
Can live too if there is no money
This is an eternal truth not changed
That is his ancestor
He says to the writer in this way
Li joins flat abundant official's show and dispatches troops luckily Korea takes back Engineer Tao of Japan hour, Begin to have Tao Zu burning in fields
After coming over and pledge allegiance to, have chosen the name of a gold river
The snow says grandly oneself is its descendants
Have you heard
I think
A relative in the gold river
Male disciple of snow
The grand ability of snow is first-class
Especially
In writing the book nobody than have he
Later left the shop
When being free
Such a good moment
The gradual one does not have
Eight my darling still remembers
Leave the impression now
I think very well
Card body maid of the residence
Make love with the dog
That dog is permeated with the glad face
It is the expression of instructing in words
Very glad
It is a grandmother to be close to here
Do not have
What the copper cash is given is the grandmother
The bottom an old one is the grandmother
Quite right
Not hit, but high
It is done that it is high
Die at the age of ¡­
It is 89 years old
It is not but a slope that is done
We thought it was slopes
Whether it is on the registered permanent residence
This is the photo that shallow bid gives to me
You remember him
Grandmother's relative
This is a slope
Grandmother. Slope
Your husband's name
The slope is not your husband's name
Do not assist the son beautifully
Right
When to turn into like this
You are saying anything
We only say that grandmothers of Inoue
Say the grandmother is good
Do not know the husband in the slope
Why does not know
They said good-bye early in the morning
We do not remember at one o'clock
I am sorry
My father is Inoue the snow is grand
Father that the Inoue snow is male
Your grandfather
Quite right, is my grandfather
I want to check his registered permanent residence
Please
Then you fill out this form
Do you know his address
I do not know
It is a long long ago thing
Do you know your father's ancestral home
I do not know
Do you know your grandfather's ancestral home
I do not know either
Yes
There are 2 relatives at least
It is not too clear
You know grandmother's sum Mother's name
The grandmother calls the slope ¡­Do
Called
Quite right
Do
There are siblings
Household register in the past
A little confused
Are they brother and sister
I do not know grandparents are brother and sister
Brother and sister?
They are brother and sister
The grandfather and slope are brother and sister
It is in this way
They are brother and sister
Grandmother slope and father snow are grand Brother and sister on the household register
The grandmother is in a certain meaning A person abandoned by the man
Grandmother
So just have you
The grandmother regards Inoue as the man to raise
The grandmother hates what is be abandoned by the man
Transfer to Inoue
When the grandmother has a bath each time
Do not know why he always waters the penis with water
She says each time
You should become the man
The grandmother says in this way
At the beginning, I do not know why she can drench me
Do not have it unusually at all now
Do not ache
Itch a bit
You are free
Thanks
Then I have left
OK, be careful
Thanks
It is a little hot
It would be better if there is air conditioning
Let me sleep first
Everybody is here
It is a little compliment of ours
Yes
Sorry for troubling you
Yes why can't about come
Is it have so disagreeable to feel
It is not so easy decision
Have a look at me
It is not so simple
You can struggle again
It is not so simple
Have no idea
¡­
So how to say
You can comfort me
That is a helpless thing
Inoue has willpower
Do not have
He is such a person
Please accept
Needn't be courteous
I have entrusted a doctor with oneself
Where to ache
Do not ache
Nowhere aches
Just my heart is aching
Ache
In a word, do not just want to die
No matter live and have how is it
I do not want to totally get well
The ones that just want alive are a bit longer
Just like this
A lot of works of people's cooperation follow this period
Japan suffers a defeat
I want to go to Empire University of Japan
The heavy head has been
Subvert this society
Just select one two times
I have chosen to subvert the road of this society
I am a pioneer of Japan
When I am 19 years old
I am that a secretary is long, president
Everybody's thorough set is together
Have really become Communists
Spread it from Communist Party of China
Someone will have such doubt
Get their permission
Have been made fun of
But that is a fact
The comrades of times of Communist Party
When being in love with me
Think he is an odd person
I think he heart in me
At that time, new Japanese Literature
In vast Japan
It is the best magazine too
Published it in April of 49
4 pages -long
Song of the dolphin
Inoue extraordinary happiness of at this time
I opened the window on the ship
Can see the discrepancy of the ship
Certainly have a sad sound of steam whistles too
The picture
Among them
The songs of 4 dolphins with long page
Wonder how many times are read
Inoue is asked me nearby
He is the worried temper
Pass to me
My extraordinary gratitude
Brimful of tears
His extraordinary purity
I was from at that time
Feel the purity of Inoue heart
Activity compared with the party
He prefers literature
It is a clear participation party activity
Engaged in literature
Can't choose one
While hesitating
I am itching to hit him
Not as a man
Beijing and I join for the revolution
Even the day to day business of the local committee of Chuzhou
He does not do every day
This appears in the magazine and chronicle of your life
Just talk about the words of Communist Party
Seat of the office of Communist Party
So Inoue, during one month
Local committee show up first twice in Chuzhou
I am among them
Take on the task of the hair Communist's salary
Participate in the party activity once in a while
There are a lot of things
It is not the range that I know
Not paying the salary, troublesome
This has no thing discussed
Words that had no idea in having a get-together
What is to be done
Will negotiate with the bureaucrat soon
It is not everybody that is doing
Only you have no salary alone
Can't be revolutionary
There is no transportation expenses
Can't take the train
Only you say so
So mention next
Such a Communist Party can't be revolutionary
I wrote in this way in the novel
It is impractical
Criticize Communist Party
Have produced Inoue literature
One chapter not writing
The ones that write can unquestionably talk about publication
In the heart of Inoue
One chapter not writing
When write
I see he has divorced
Write the thing which no one saw till now
Within short time, cause the response
This does not conform to aim of Communist Party
This has published too
Certainly I have become common people
So I found Communist Party quickly in Japan
The very fast again one has become common people
I feel very contradictory with him together
I know his lie quickly
Can't deceive me
According to his words
We take action together
In my heart
If there is no Inoue
It is the period surviving
Mine is in life
The most important part
I have one too at least
How do you do
This is the result that tested a few days ago
I have known
Which part is this
This is a lung
It is a lung
This part is cancer cell
The condition here is the most serious
No method of making it fully recover
Yes
This lung is a big problem
Deserve what is to be done
Certainly it is the best that it is diminished
Take a favorable turn representing condition
It will possible to diminish
Certainly have
Just speak before the picture
The present result of treatment is slow
Oh, I see
You needn't be impatient
It is a very long thing
Inspection of the blood of today
State of the albumen
Become worse than last week
Yes
Test his physical power
Quite right, physical power is the most basic
The ones that manage are good probably
But the quantity of the cancer increases to some extent
This upsets people a bit
Compare with last time
Feel that becomes great
This is some cross sections of damage of a lung
There are cavities 1 centimeter long here
There is a shade
In addition
Here's a black point
There are 5 altogether
It is already useless to take medicine
Doctor in my native place
Say it is very long-lived that I can live
You are really a rare visitor
There are a lot of rare visitors
Thanks
Mitsuharu Inoue original work tomorrow The young troupe performs in public
You want it hard
Can't give up
Thanks
Please put both hands on the head
Please put easily
I have got it wrong
Someone is here
Tian Hezi knows mother's for the first time The younger brother's news, the notice comes
I am Tian He's son
How do you do
Kissing the younger brother of mother Real my darling of bridge of China
This is her photo
Want to ask the filial son sum Grand thing while meeting by chance of snow
In the same colored field
The snow likes the filial son grandly
To talk about a marriage
But they are at the beginning The relation is not very good
Can be proved with book
Very important theory has emerged among them
I was born in Lvshun of China
In the People's Republic of China (old Manzhou) Lvshun was born (Mitsuharu Inoue is doing the chronicle of your life)
That is not true
Lie
That is a thing known to all
We do not just expose
In a word she is a very charming person
But I can't forgive her Lose children
As mother
She should restrain oneself again
I can't forgive her till now
Abandon children
Abandon these people
With two elder brothers
When father is out
Their picture of seeing stealthily
Read mother's portrait
Portrait that my father draws
That's very kind of you
You have mothers
Parents are all at your side
Extraordinary envy I
I was once said so by him
When say good-bye
The other side's grandfather
To see us
Say that will go to China
Call us happy life
A calm and steady person
The ones that ask me to be long are a bit more beautiful
The ones that want hard live on
My elder brother is glad to go home
After marriage, there are two or three children
Have not had my place to stay yet
Then younger sister and I have left
He asks me not to go
But I follow him
The elder brother says
Let me imagine the ideal in the past
The method is good
But not fit for me
While suspending schooling and traveling in Fukuoka, do not dare to go Visit mother, after coming back, have said and seen Mother, make grandmother brimful of tears
Mitsuharu Inoue has been in literature and art for the 3rd, 70 Say so in the talk
I am during the war
While thinking of perhaps know death
Want to look that like your own woman
Then go to see her
Very angry when he sees me
Because I have abandoned children
The same as he
Inoue has abandoned four
I have abandoned four children too
At that time
Say I am a woman who abandon the child
Almost want to hit me
When I want to see the daughter
He is very angry
If abandoned, never saw her
If in that way, not a novelist
He is very angry
It is angry to cry
I just because of You abandon but the child is angry
Like what I said last time
When parents say privately
Will say that abandon the child's thing once in a while
That mother
Looking at my face
Say you are Inoue
Very sad appearance
Want to apologize
I want to be so already not bad
I said at that time
It doesn't matter
I answer in this way
You lie
It is true
Don't deceive me
I do not say in this way
You say he is full of lying
I do not say so
It is not such
I am not such an emotion
You say so
I feel the heart is wounded
That is that I feel after the war When being the saddest
Death of mother
Mother's filial son dies at 75 years old
By mother's pillow There are books of Mitsuharu Inoue
When sick
I think I have been visited
Have you forgotten
In my memory
I think that has been visited
Funeral that have seemed to be there too
But
Have felt as if been there
Gone
You are much better
It is not good for me
Much better than last time
It is a present for you
You have filled out
The weight has increased
Increased
You have filled out
Look like the patient
Actually you were a patient
When the doctor comes
Will ask some ordinary questions
It is good that food is still a bit lighter
Can't eat the food with high heat
Please take those away
It is a little cold
Yes
Oh yes, have taken photos
Just like a grandma
Strike afterwards
Please lose the hair
What I wore is the wig
It is very good
It is not good
It is very good
He does not like the clothes heavily
Whether your friend gave
What he gave is slippers
Yes
This is very good
It is too long
I haven't seen you for a long time
The ones that buy have not been worn while giving birth to the child
It is good
It is not so good
You do not need the department tight
Quite right
Not used to wearing this
Because I did not wear in the past
The dashing very much
A master
Somewhat like
Have not seen you for a long time
The state is good today that he seems
Let me have a look at the tongue fetus
Ache
Do not ache
Much better these two or three days
Oh, I see
Just think that has a little swelling
It is dropsical that will appear once in a while
Yes
Quite right
I have known
This one that is with expectation is the same
Yes
Think about the method, even it is several hours
It was a bit longer that I thought it alive too
I have not thought of surrendering to the disease
Oh, I see
According to your present pulse
As if sick
But the disease is in your body
Yes
Your pulse is alike and not bad
Than what I think
Want it well
Yes
It is very good
What is to be done
You can take medicine at once
Will present the result soon
Yes
Your function is known and changed well
Is not this mould and plain
It is very good that this medicine is made
How much does this wants
It is I that give to you
Anything mustn't be said
Do not really say
I have been till now
Feel inconceivable
Do not say that writes the book
There are medicines of the clothes of now
So I want oneself to be judged
Could take medicine
The present situation is
Control the condition in the liver and lung
This is very good
Control them in one Among a small circle
But seem the range now Become great gradually
So another doctor says
This is a miracle
Can be said to be the miracle
It is a miracle
How to say
I think in this way
Thanks
This is my name card
To be frank like this
I settle down very much
While seeing this one
I have no worry
One crossed pulse just now
Especially the pulse of the forehead Very healthy too
Say basically that can be cured
Run into a good doctor, cure It is natural
There is such a good pulse, Can cure
Such liver and lung
Must become good
If the teacher think that aches
You can say to me directly
I think you can cure
Then, on so today
Arduous, thanks
Meet again and thanks
Have totally lost convincingness
What he said
He does not understand this
That can't say it is convincingness
As if convincingness
The language is for expressing oneself
Have it for others' expression
If both sides can't reach common understanding
There is no convincingness
That is to say, to your own disease
Self-confident
I can't be self-confident
So in a certain meaning
He and former doctor are the same
With becoming a doctor that prove
On the whole, Have no miracle in the world
There is a question
It is a heart
This one, relatively tell just by looking at it
Become great
Its area becomes large omni-directionally
The cancer has already been spread
Heart water accumulation
Learn to talk from the clinical disease
The condition is very serious
If treat
If control now
Life that will be critical
Will catch the cancer too here
There is possibility bleeding
If bleed by a large scale
Will suppress the activity of the heart
If the situation is rapid Changed
It is very dangerous
Compared with the lung
The brain should be important
Yes
During following two months
Treatment of the lung
Slow first
If become big
Prove the condition is worsening
The cancer cell spreading
I want to say so
Feel as if long long ago thing
It is half a year
It is very difficult choice in half a year
Having said in the past it was 3, 4 months
Whether there is this kind of feeling
Yes
Do you often dream
Do not know it is dream or reality
Think of some very unreal things
This thanked to catch this disease
I have thought in this way
I think this is good
Even it is worthy to die
I think in this way
Dream ¡­
I think it is not a dream
Perhaps it is not a dream
Even wake up in the morning
Leave that kind to move
Have arrived at noon
Think not all right
Extraordinary contradiction
I have not thought of new destiny yet
That is not a dream
I feel that is not bad
That is ¡­
If there are too much ones that say
Do not want to write
I give up
That is very unexpected
If finish
It will be my best works
Perhaps I will not die
Perhaps it is possible
That is very delicate
It is possible now
Think of life and death
Make me very vast and hazy
About time and people
There are interpersonal relationships
I think in this way
If tell others' in this way
I think I wants hard
Someone is here
You are good you are good
I bring flower here for you
You are very punctual
Don't have a joke
Please come to the inside
How are you
You sit down, please
The quilt stove is here
I have hair in the past
Very luxuriant
However, ill to come off a lot
There were moustaches in the past
Everybody says everybody is good too like this
But I myself think poorly
It is just like underworld
Shave all moustache
Let me do, you give me soy sauce
I do not know which one is salt
There is no thing not known now
You seem
A little frivolous
Got it wrong last time
The throat one is not opened
Want to open hard
Extraordinary pain
Will do well soon
There can't be air
Air people will die
You should know
Sorry
There is no air
Do not have
All right
Put here
What is this
Whether it is a new medicine
Tighten it
OK, this is over
Can cure the disease in my body
Let the blood be smooth
It was unable to circulate in the past
The blood is blocked
Stick it here
It is with injecting the same one
It is long to associate with him, Get to understand
Inoue says to no one definitely
There is such a fact
In order to protect these things
Must lie
There is such a place
I feel it is so
If do not lie, Can't live on
While having like this
Grandmother ¡­
It is known that I am lying
Though lay at that time
But after growing up, have become a writer
It is chosen that said so
Work that can lie freely
This is really very good
Have chosen a best road
If in this way, it is all right how to do
It is very good to live like this
Inoue has become the important person
As the great writer of Inoue
I feel he is very happy
If successful in literature, It is very good
If suitable for your own
If you were youth, should be understood
I am such the person is only Feel interesting
Often lie
That can be regarded as the talent
The best talent
Inoue is the best
We are not best
The first month of the lunar year of 1992
Someone is here
Welcome
How do you do
Sit down, please
It is very good that you have come
You do not change at all
You are younger than before
Your life is very arduous too
You must be very disappointed to life
But have no idea
You are a good person
The age is a little insufficient
But have no idea
Longevity that can be alive that I hope for her
Cheers
Easy to drink
Have not drunk for a long time
I think the cancer in my body is inconceivable
Been already worsening
I am such a feeling
, though No change well
I am very clear too
In a word, my remaining life that I have thought well
I want to eat all delicious things
I have heard of stage
Namely advance on one side
Cancer will to become well slowly
It is as good while helping you to wipe as your wife
Here is a little different
Let people want to smile a bit
Sorry
In term of general knowledge
Proportion that the cancer can be cured
Only 10% on the whole
10% is ten percent
I was very good at the examination since before
Feel ten percent is qualified
Sometimes I think in this way
Sorry for troubling you
It is not so good
Fortunately
10% can be saved
Then, meet again
Meet again
It is very cold outside
I go back soon
You should refuel, thanks
You should refuel too
Good-bye, please go
If you do not leave, I will not enter
Meet again
Then, I will sleep
Thanks, has worked hard
There are things, please eat
There is beer there
There is beer at the front door
The ice is easy to drink
I will sleep
The metal hot-water bottle is still hot
There is temperature
You bring beer out
Place on the refrigerator
May 30, 1992 Passed away for 66 years old at 58 past 2 in the morning
Mitsuharu Inoue
Remember, we are old acquaintances
Meet for the first time
Spring of 1965
I am 42 years old, you, when 38 years old
I, and you though age different
But birthday is all May 15
I knew at that time
As to me
Predestined with you Day of meeting each other
Cherishing the memory of very much of today
The doctor says, you can live on It is a miracle
He has been saying so to me all the time
You think it alive
It is alive a bit longer
Want to write something
It is all right when to die
I think in this way
With you
It is all right for me to want to die
I 40 years old think
Between man and woman
Having friendship
Not established
But
You and my getting rid of
Produce the friendship between men and women
Inoue
I, in order to become your friend
Just expect to the future to some extent
But
You ignore my prayer
Want to live alone
No matter when
Live in this world
Dispel the human difference
The world is unequal
Promotion of literature
Have wanted to continue all the time
This lifetime could not write
The last in your literature
In your ear in ours
Sound
Been reading for us all the time
Your life continues forever